The Poetry and Short Stories
of
Ingrid Showalter Swift

The Writing Forum’s Writer of the Month - May 2001
THE WRITING FORUM’S WRITER OF THE YEAR - 2010

 

AUTHOR’S BIO:

Ingrid Showalter Swift was born in Charlottesville Virginia in 1963. She was raised in Roanoke Virginia among the Blue Ridge Mountains and wrote her first poetry at age six. She then returned to Charlottesville to attend The University of Virginia. After moving to Boston, she studied at North Eastern University and the Museum of Fine Arts.

Ingrid presently resides in Sudbury Massachusetts. She is a mother, a wife, a poet, a search consultant, a painter, an antique dealer, a collector, a house renovator and decorator. She is published in many anthologies, chapbooks, magazines and websites and joyfully finished her first book of poetry “Thin as Parchment/Red as Rubies”. Her life has many facets but her personal identity is poet.

To read Ingrid’s fictional short story series,“The Telling,” please click here.

Email: iswift.rock@gmail.com
 

POETRY BY INGRID SHOWALTER SWIFT
Click on the button in front of any poem title in the list
below to be linked to that poem’s location on the page:

  When Night Slippers Its Sleeves Off
  A Single Potato Chip
  Lavender
  I Need to Run to You
  Silver Skinned Fairy Tales
  Drifting On a Silver Sea
  Through White Forest of Red Fire
  Let the Jammed Cogs Be Damned
  In the Cast of Mechanizied Light
  Smoke n Mirrors
  Waking Sobered
  Wall Stone
  Leaf Wild and Wind Wonder Full
  Waiting As I Am On You
  Feather Duster
  Again Never Again
  Yellow Strings
  The Homeless Man’s Chant
  Do I Miss You
  "Raise High" North Road
  A Thousand Years
  A Maiden Voyage
  And I Am Provoked to Speak ...of it
  The Silversmith
  Discovering Bliss
  To Grow Weedlessly
  There is a Secret
  Water Street ~ A Midnight Swim
  Channeling ~ The Handy Man
  Falsetto
  In Youth’s Hoodie
  Fox Trott’n
  Farfalle
 

When Night Slippers Its Sleeves Off
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

When night slippers its sleeves off
frees its toes of star dust and microwaves
drapes its white gown of downy dew across the crystal-ed green grasses

I will be dreaming of you

waking to your name silvered on my lips
dripping in red petals from my whispering tongue
the grip of your palm clasp strong along my wrists
our bodies aligned in ours only formation
an eternal question mark...to the Gods

Drink deeply with yawning content the presence of each yellow white dawn
finger the sunlight that hits your open palms
falls across your cheek
I am with you...ever with you...in the slivered realm
that lies between us...a channel of golden warmth
without flowing end ....ever going ...ever coming
to and from our center satellites
pulsing out forever on a frequency only we two can hear

hear me
feel me
know me... with you
though we may be held in stone ...sentinels forever apart
we are forever together
in a truth known from the beginning of time...a certainty
one need never question


 

 

A Single Potato Chip
By
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Seeing you so fleetingly
loving you as I do
is like nothing short of being given one potato chip...
one peanut and only one lick of the best ice cream ever made....

To say I am left wanting more is simply
and quite honestly ridiculously redundant

 

Lavender
By
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Lavender light crests and falls around me
in my ice castle of timeless waiting

Curves of cicle-ed white sparkling wind wrap round sea gulls in flight
dress them in ball gowns of photon-ed plasmatic power

and I am sheer delight

The sea rises up to me and reaching my quivering toes
lifts me skyward… to the Wazmian Sea path
cast my eyes below … I cast my eye above

wonder rises in my chest and I feel my spirits voice

Loving the world I embrace it and its every great and small
Feel each human in their cells and walk fly dive and dare to go to each who
suffers
I take my flight on sound and song… music my wave
I surf
Feeling my place in a centurion plan
As if it were all laid down far away and long ago

in a golden room...filled with golden chairs by those who have golden skin
and golden hair in a chamber in the mile high evervescent  air

I walk this path of Serian seas
Dancing with molecules flirting with fate
tasting the pure nectar of God
unshaken, untaken
and irrationally calm no matter how foolish are we

 

I Need to Run to You
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

I need to run to you drenched in all this star dust
fabricated by uranium's glowing light
fired by mercury and burned by Pluto
to fall into your cavern of darkest night and become again
a blossom of twilight and sunshine
touch me now love as I burn out and become nothing
but a shooting star in your warm arms
your quasarian embrace

 

Silver Skinned Fairy Tales
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

1.
Silver skinned you travel
the ebonized highways of my torso
see sunlight pouring from my fingertips
and drink the lilted song of a thousand light-years
falling from my lips now young and old

2.
Listening to the highway sounds of us
rushing in the circuitry of time
I am still ...like a sculptured garden in England
filled with nymphs and satyrs
preserved in salt by the white witch's torch
frozen joy in time...like I was on the day we met
pristine
and pearlized
in granite turned to polished marble
the vines grow rich and deep in our supple soil

3.
You know my name at the back of your throat

4.
the spell cast long ago...on some distant shore
when a small child wearing a white pinafore and holding a locket in her hand
wishing with all her heart and soul
that she could find her way across the wild dark ocean
to her true home once more...knew your name
...the sailor who brought her secretly home
feeding her your bread...and telling her tales of the sea
to keep her from being too lonely or scared...while you crossed the dark wild
terrifying sea
to her homeland together

 

Drifting On a Silver Sea
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Drifting on a silver sea
just you and me...care
totally free

Drifting like a silver dime
O my love...see us shine

Drifting in a silver shoe
just me and you
nothing much to do

Drifting on the silver line
no need for time
no need for rhyme

Drifting in arms of gold
something prescious
but never sold

and O so merry.... when were old

Drifting in a dream come true
ever me
with ever you

Drifting in the sky so blue
like kites aloft...
but tethered too

Drifting in the ever sea
a love that was always...
meant to be

 

Through White Forest of Red Fire
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Through white forest of red fire and black smoke
the rider pursued happiness
like a man determined to drink himself to oblivion
or a woman on a quest .............for the right sofa
to wash away the wrong marriage

into dark channels and deep waters
where eddies etch and abide in true silt and wet brown white mud
making patterns only a true Witch Doctor knows how to read

she fled

penetrating down into the quasars of cellular debris left behind by so
many helpless hopeless souls
who shed skin after skin
trying to find it...

Happiness

only to be met by bills
lost houses
lost jobs
lost souls
left families
left friends
left buildings...abandoned to rot and fall away
brick by brick...does it matter if a brick falls and no one is there
to witness its fall?
Like a tree....who cares but me for the fallen?
rise me up to a new .....dawn?
skin me.......................please
I will egg break .....I will crest fall
I will take the heat of the new fire
burning bright
make it fresh like a flower seen in Home Depot in the dead of February's night
a bloom so effervescence
so resilient against my darkness even I can not turn away or deny its
glory in my fear

my grind has to stop and drop before a flower in bloom

 

Let the Jammed Cogs Be Damned!
Ingrid Showalter Swift

A flower...a real honest to God flower still blooms
and in it I rise again from the dead
reincarnated as a healer
watch me create something from nothing...and making someone of myself
and this life..more than a couch...a laugh..a drink...a broken brick
..a death...a foreboding
and sure as hell more than...a damnation by defeat

Not a threat...a promise

 

In the Cast of Mechanized Light
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

In the cast of mechanized light
time... sound and reality for a fleeting whatever
Stood utterly still
and in high definition my mind settled on the lines of his face
The edged curve of his lips where it greeted in slicing precision the
scruff of his upper lip
and everything was transformed by sudden slowing
by the purity of my soul that runs at 900 miles per hour
to instantly without provocation by heart or soul or even conscious mind
Land...like some computer run amuck on a mathematical equation
Numbers flinging by willy nilly my brain etched in finite detail each
cell of his face and transfixed
I stared openly and he knew and kept his eyes diverted in order
to let me drink him in full
Knowimg what I know now...it is good that I had that drink
as it is likely the last

 

Smoke n Mirrors
by
Ingrid Showlater Swift

It was a cold night
filled with first snow flakes and last sighs
I wrote it out in the snow and wondered how serendipity
would serve us this time
who would see it and tell you about it as much as months or even years later
how you might feel when you saw it ...heard about it or even read it again

the words ...the phrase ....so many long to read about themselves...romance being what it is and all.........

the letters so much less than the whole

I mean an S is a nice letter
I believe it is used more than any other
and R is also too often used
but when you swing needle stick them together with a few Os and a number of I s
then it starts to be so much more
add a V for voracious
an E for effort excerted
an L for the laughter and the laughs and the ...over stated
and a Y for the questions left unanswered that will now go unanswered for a lifetime perhaps
and at long last a U for what is lost that may never be found again of it's kind
and you suddenly have something far greater than the sum of its parts...redundant you say?
well...a deep well of
of course it is
extraordinary and Over
I would wish it for any seeker who longs to learn their own name inside and out
and never for any who long to ride the safe and narrow path of provincial security
where stops signs mean stop
yield signs mean go back and wait
and green lights mean proceed with extreme caution

 

Waking Sobered
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Sobered by cold
salted by night alone in life's "what ifs"
I am a differest salad than I was yesterday
Maybe I had fruit toppings
a few oranges tossed in and a few almonds
maybe a bit of salt n papper
a few thinly sliced cucumbers

now I am just lettuce
and thanful as hell to be iced green

 

Wall Stone
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Cement...no
stones...many
mortar...no
raw hands...yes too often
feet .....two feet apart
braced
back arched...muscles extended to bursting
biceps thrust haul and move
across dirtied field of cobbled mounds and felled logs
He meant it
when he said he would build her a house
I MEAN IT
when I say I will honor him and remember him every day I live in it
as if it were for me
...heavy with child in a cold 1715 world
a new land...no neighbors...just us and the walls he built to protect me

 

Leaf Wild and Wind Wonder Full
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

one day this fall 
I was at the pond in Wayland .........
I was watching the leaves fall off this one tree
most of them just fell pretty much straight down and were caught up in the normal fall dance
but there was this one leaf...
seemed like it was hell bent on landing in the water
to get there
it had to fly way up higher than the other ones
and float then on the breeze ...a good thirty feet
when it did finally fall it fell on a wave
that took it outward
and I thought of you...of us... of me...

we are like that leaf
...not willing nor interested in taking the easy way out
having seen the water and the far off shore
it had to go see .................unlike all the other leaves
it wanted to know what was out there
to feel the water
to know perhaps in time the other shore
to go farther
to adventure
to know what it felt like to touch the water it had seen from afar for all of spring and summer
caught as it were to its stationary birth place

to reach beyond the normal ............leafy existence
to experience what other leaves had no interest in finding out
to truly go beyond...

when it finally fell on the water

I smiled and I knew how that one singular leaf felt
I knew that all the other leaves would have called that leaf crazy...if leaves had such thoughts
as humans do
but too I knew...it did not care

it knew what it was taking on
and knew also that there was more beyond the shore
and the normal cycles of a leaf

I was glad for it ....that it reached its destination
and was heading out to seek its unknown shore

do you see what I see?
and so I say from deep within the veins of my own leaf existence

Leaf on Sailor Boys and Girls!
....you are as my compasses and my stars
you are...my joyful foam and frenzy ...as unpredictable as the sea
I could not be myself without you and I would choose no other path
nor ask for any other destiny
than to know you are out there
circumventing the globe on your own adventure

know
you hold some singular part of me with you tight in your most secret place
as only you who know how to hold me
being born of the same tree as we are
and so you can never be truly alone on your daring unique quest

 

Waiting As I Am On You
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Waiting as I am on you
my beloved building
my vista clear
my search and destroy the elements of fear
that live in each of your corners...each of us
our cobwebs hang deep with wetness
the sills of you are worn to nothing by hungry termites
and you do slant and glide off your rocker
but I am here
willing you...yourself
to stand even as you find that parts of you fall
waiting on me

My Carpenter too waits on you
his pockets grow skinny and his will leaner still
and he can no longer return my call
but my faith
my unweilded unyielding faith
draws you up into greatness again
I will
each corner to crown
each sill
each floor board ~all
to bow to will of greatness
to be more than you seem
to find your each and every atom of possibility
find your own solidity ...with me.
let fate and will drive you forward beyond reality's clutch to a new realm of is so possible

hold on and repair
the dents
the broken parts
find within the power to self heal
to become whole

though physics declares it impossible
I will you to be stronger still than the solidity of fate
to rise up with me to something unexplainable
greater ...........stronger and more powerful than the here and now '
to rise up by way of mere hope

delicious is tomorrow when faced down by the facets of a faith so unwavering it knows its own name
walk on water tonight
fly on winds tonight
stretch clear across the cosmos tonight and finger the asteroids and the tails of meteors
wing wild with quasars
speak only in the tongues of `galaxies
and forbid descent!
negativity and the quest of the word NO
fall before such unrelenting Faith
"anything can happen anything can be"
have faith each and all in sentiment
of
we

 

Feather Duster
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Feather duster in hand I go over the glowing ebonied wooden surfaces
clean n sweep
remember you and your laughter at cleaning for love's arrival

how darling a man who cleans house

how strange and exotic and so true

intoxicating

but then...also dare I say mundane in its typical manhood

one who gives up such things for greater fortunes and forbids ...even the most beguiling of dust bunnies
to alter his attentions away from the real and powerful quest of innovations design

then
I notice all at once the beauty of the feathers...stop work and revel in them...how I take them for granted
these feathers that once lived upon a bird
a bird that could take flight to Sky to soar in ways
I will never soar
not asking now in utter and true humility of death and reincarnation to be known
but suddenly known
seen
heard
I hear the bird's cry as it tears for darker blue
higher and higher it quests
drunk on its power of light

then suddenly the table is just a table
the duster just a duster
but I am changed

having taken flight

 

Again Never Again
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Is it better or worse
now that I have seen it ....................................definitively

the last meeting

our last dance...

LOOK ...There is one!

that is a thing
a singular thing
an event
a joy to embrace ..to look forward to ..to hold onto like the life raft it is for us both
hope and truth JUSTIFIED Sanctified...purified...upheld.....
petrified ...........................................perhaps ...
even in cold truth reduced

to a singular

all of us
the entirety...summed
quotient-ed...a mathematical equation finished

real...hard    firm   solid...exacting...undeniable

over

it is our last time...I see myself watching you go and I am as sure as I am that you will come that it is your last going and I know it
even as I stand watching you drive away...in a blur of love's casted snow white light
I am not weeping but I know...and am ever acutely watchful
absorbing the molecules of your leaving into myself for safe keeping

so now you know

is it better or worse?....To come and go or never to come at all?

I welcome your comings and your goings and will blind myself when you come to the truth that you will go
this time forever
so that I will be washed in your presence...for this time will be different

 

Yellow Strings
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Yellow flickering strings
velvet turquoisian rocks
silvered nights
questing over with clouds of gray stone
metal rod moons
and knife point stars

quivers full of arrows dripping with the intent of addiction's heat
and heaven's hurt

bend low like the weeping willow leaves
as they brush in the red river of rhine

rise up like a cat's head to the push n pull of its owner's palm
readied for curl of fur and brush of cheek

let your head fall beside the depth of well
in which I reside
hear the waves of me slimmering beneath your fingertips
the mercury of me wafting on the wind

the strands of my hair are caught in between your fingers under your nails

leave them or take them
divide them or shrine them

next to the circle in the floor

sacred ground
hallowed and ghosted ever more

 

The Homeless Man's Chant
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

There is no place like home
no place ...like... home
there is no ...like ....
there is place ....home ....like no place
like
there is home ...no place
..no home there
for me

 

DO I MISS YOU
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

I feel you in sharp steely pin pricks
slicing liket knives
that singularly find their way to my psyche unbidden
not often
but...ten times a day
Vivid lavender smelling thoughts flicker up and down the telepathic
lines...I feel your hand in mine...fingers clutching on my wrist...arms wrapping me
hear your tones ....your verbiage ...your turn of phrase

turning on my sheets ....my bed whispers .................you were here
I sometimes sit in contemplation late at night
when the band saw has stopped its incessant drumming
grinding whining
and feel your subdued contemplation
a plaintive-ness...almost like a just audible tiny whimper
called "loneliness"

loneliness wrapped in self-knowledge that it is by choice
and yet still it is.................................lonely
 ...to be great

I want to cry out...beckon you by word or song or phrase or tear or broken heart
scream to you that I am with you...hearing you ...knowing you...wishing you would let me take those moments away forever

what is it to love a man...who strives to truly be great...
sacrifice enough to save a nation...if purest love can

 

"Raise High" North Road
by
 Ingrid Showalter Swift

I feel the rafters
the sinews of the house
its faint heart beating under the dust and the dirt

it has been beaten down and neglected for so long
it cries out
to me

I whisper reassurances to it in loving gentle tones
tell it I will be there soon
and it will glow from the inside of its house soul

its windows will glisten with holiday light
and the fires that once burned so brightly in the hearts of the man who
built it and his wife will pulse once more in its
fire boxes

it will be warmed
it will be beautiful and it will be loved

just like me
again

 

A Thousand Years
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

In the end
I find
I can not feed you
comfort you
hold you
take care of you
protect you from a harm
laugh with you
serve you
or even be with you...in any common sense
nor I suppose do I even
wish to be with you

but I can tell you

I have loved you for a thousand years...
and when a thousand more have passed...I will love you
for a thousand more

so you can not
even if you will it 
be utterly alone

for I will love you when time has passed into oblivion
and there is nothing left to testify of our existence
save a stone ...on the bank of a river
 that fits so neatly into the hand of the one who finds it

that they can not help but KNOW

I will love you for yet a thousand more

 

A Maiden Voyage
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

A maiden voyage...into reality
a touch stone...cold as night in November but more
like the stone I found by the lake
that fits so snugly into my hand and...I know ...I know

it was a tool ...of a man long gone

I can feel him in it ...his pride
his innovation
as he broke a branch ...bended a log to will

to boat

I try to awaken!
as if that drugged teen I once knew
who from a lucid dream
in a bathroom in a building
               she could not recall how she got there..........

the tiles of the bathroom grew legs...
and in her in lucid echoed mind...the dark tiles receded
the light white ones grew stems
grew limbs

Ran at her ...and she was filled with fear even in the sobered telling

but I am not afraid

I beckon my dreams...as if they were children to a lunch table
bedecked with balloons
covered with juice boxes for all ...a scene
filled with packages to be opened by the birthday girl

Oh...but now....you must wake me!
....from this mysterious dream of love

that seems always... one juice box out of reach

what is real ?....in this silence?
           can we
in the end
make soup from this stone?

or must I awaken
to the newest of days..reborn to myself
and to man
a mere mortal
in a dress
with curlers in my hair
       ...preparing to go

 

And I Am Provoked to Speak ...of it
(a poem in seven parts)
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

(1)
And I Am Provoked to Speak of it

your water ways
slender lines...so slivered as to be transluscent
silken pale pear...a peach without fuz
the ebb and flow of your being beneath the surfaces
almost imperceptible..or too precept-able
with out cushion of excess to relieve the essence of impact

(2)
It Is...

it is
as it must be for God
to run his fingertips down and along
the fine clean slender lines in Autumn of
the Euphrates River
it glistens at night beneath its star frothed sky
its wilds and wonders silver dipped by moonlight
to liquid mercury
irresistible even from above....
it is silk ....surfaces flowing
undulating dark flowing orbs on its wave tops reflect the moons mind
a sense of the softest impervious depths
glossed over by a layer of liquid flowing steel...cooled by night air to alabaster and ebony

(3)
 ....our nations gray

 ....our nations gray
grays
all the fad now in fashion and in passion

we are in pre-mourning

bow down nation to our sudden color
not yet blackened
by death ...only ashen-ed gray
..the gray of the widow's skin before she is actually told

but she knows..........

we are all deeply afraid

our colors are turning so unlike your ivory hip bone
beneath such satin flesh as peach in ice cream can evoke from
the newest latest
designer eye...bring iced greens
echos of frothed blue..the tiniest blush of a pear...again
your peach
our reincarnation hopes too soon dash-able but irrevocably impassion-able

We long to rise again
as a newborn leaf to sunlight

(4)
To Rise

I rise
to cup and hold the crescent moon
dark against golden light
see ebony and twilight combine...the gold highlights the black
makes terror romantic for the moment...if you drink enough
and wear a beautiful dress

(5)
The Field of Flames

I can recall
a young maiden standing on a hill
on a rock
before morning's horizon break
hands on hips legs slightly apart to join in the powerful flow of energy
as it frothed up from earth's surfaces toward the sky

to catch the whisper of it...hope

gasping to recall ...a forest so deep it hid her riding
driving pain
her fleeting feet...running with abandon
to a field...in a field you have not known

but he did walk those paths beside her
or was it before her
or after her
he of twilight's glitter...of elfin eyes
of 1995...and all its wealth

his knowing glances ...the glint of certain connection

he knew her

but he drove on in the rain to over come her
memory
to forget blue eyes cast just as his were then

(6)
The Dungeon

no red head fires the flames of the forest named forget
for you

only the white noise of machines
drive it out
the din
that echos ..that on occasion
when you least expect it ...whisper
a name
a sound
a word
a demand ...or worse a sensation of deepest desire
You hear it
...shake it off...your head
clear you mind ... drive on
sand the pointed sharp edges down
cast it off with wood chips and silicone slivers
slivers of white and gold and yellow
a yellow I can not escape

like our sun gone mad

into the din of motorized sensation
you create
beginning again and again
putting it away again and again
to be alone
as only alone ...can create
perfection and deliverance

from Wall Street

(7)
And From Desire

and from desire
desire to stroke and flow with God's finger down the Euphrates
in all its and your slivered silvered glory
to be touched...Midas

denied

for the resurrection of creation....sits in wait in grays
till we meet again...The NILE
from whence we all began...in white
disposing for all time the gray we have become

how swift the feet of time are in a void of effort to achieve
as there is nothing left to do
but wait
and listen beyond the white noise to the ever quickening beat of the clock
like the heart beat before assent
so swift...so clean
so powerful and beautiful ...are the last ticks of time

for us all

 

The Silversmith
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Burn of fire...
the heat of pain...the silversmith bears the rain
to hone the piece exquisite taste
with tongue sacrificed
there is no waste
the longing of a perfect wine
to pluck the greatest grape from vine

the work must be no less than fine

so own the metal and the heat
to go without
is to be ...complete
the fire is hot
the sparks are fierce
but the glory of victory will ever pierce
through all the agony
left behind
when giving birth to the sublime

 

Discovering Bliss
by Ingrid Showalter Swift

Discovering bliss
encircled by unseen arms
clasped by strong powerful hands
aligned by delicate perfect wrists and forearms of softest fur
fistfuls of my hair ..my skull cradled alive
not as feared in death alone
held fast to center of gravity so intense that being becomes reality
has sudden substance
and is instilled on electron levels
by certainty

I swell outward with waters of purest white
...grow massive...then transparent
and fly
earth bound once more
supported by downy feathers
slenderest skin folds of humanity embrace me
with open hearts
touching heads and arching toes
and I am no longer alone
but en-wombed by all who ever loved as I love
encompassed in the great mass of energy
that courses and flows from the center of a ball of brilliant light
called
you

 

To Grow Weedlessly
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

To grow
ever more
weedlessly
stretching the being
upward from plantation
of dark mother earth
her warm womb
a sanctuary of silence
to the cathedral of white light
through evered practices of choice
and release

 

There is a Secret
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

There is a secret
that few know or share
something hidden
in the air
if you believe
it can
change...your life
believe it
with all your heart
it can happen
in a day
thus then ...imagine what a week can do
hold on
no matter how dark the night
how destitute your dreams have become
hold on!
every old can be new again
all things broken and lost can be fixed and found
you just have to know where to find them

in the air...in the air

it is everywhere
in the air

 

Water Street ~ A Midnight Swim
By Ingrid Showalter Swift

In arched light too gentle to be real
the waves flowed over my purified body
knowing every inch of me as their own
and I was for once not afraid
to be laid bare
to be known
with all my humanity and flaws exposed
to wash in the foam of it
without struggle
and to drown in the perfection of beauty froth
from the blessings of the Gods themselves

fingered shells penetrated my hair and rested in skulls embrace
and I was held fast to creation's
chest and chin
its acceptance of me absolute
my perfection no longer in doubt
home at last beneath watered stars
in the downy soft caress of ocean's glistening surfaces

 

Channeling ~ The Handy Man
By
Ingrid Showalter Swift

It is your typical white washed out Wednesday
not Monday
nor yet the thrill albeit small of a Friday.
Today the gray weather
is matching to a painful exactness
the gray of the shingles
the blue of the shutters
blending downward into the grays
of road
taupes of sand
Nothing seems to be inhaling everything
and I drive…just drive
sounds of metal and power converging
on the engine drone in my head
a systematic automatic register of time standing still
I pull out a cigarette with only enough regret to acknowledge I am
so... even to myself...low class
the radio’s tinny one speaker sound annoys till I just turn it off
turn off down the only completely deserted road I know
that will not be traveled
by the rich prep kids who pay our wages and keep us in Budweiser
It is here in this awful stillness
that I bask in my utter silence
As if I need to go here to find it
Once perhaps I did have to go seeking peace...a space
…a small span where time and I could go for a walk and listen to the sea
now it all drums inside of me in a constant surge and fall of ocean
waves and tides because
I am now so utterly alone
silence is my companion
and sound of the human voice has become the estranged
and those I work for
are all
strangers

 

Falsetto
By Ingrid Showalter Swift

False bravado sings
statically in soprano
to egocentric wallowing willow's alto bend

while heart strings plucked slowly
keep the beat in baritone

and when then torrential rains fall down from her
to shirt collar
entering at her cleavage...streaming down to her waste

she knows
they are the only things leaving tracks on her white skin
and she shivers in mile high falsetto bereavement
for his lost caress

 

In Youth's Hoodie
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

When wearing youth's hoodie
we walked on high rocks
holding hands ever so lightly
carelessly

oh yes...we were careless

Can you imagine it now?
choosing to teeter from one rock to the next
needing to leap occasionally for the next one
can you see yourself?

barely holding the hand extended to you
or would you cling to it for dear life...praying that your friend
will never let go
and so let you fall

 

Fox Trott’n
by
Ingrid Showalter Swift

Fox trot me baby
all around the floor
we can do the two step
right out the door

Wave your soldier colors
high above your head
cause this is tomorrow
and our soul is being fed

Fox trot my fears
two step my tears
rock up the windows
cause high hopes are here

Solve all the problems
cure all the ills
take all the pains
replace em with thrills

ring in the moment
take down the cross
........from his burden shoulders
for hope is NOT lost

Sing loud the morning
shine on the sun
bring it ~Moon baby
till our days are all done

Ain't no use in fighting
the war is long won
birds are a chirping
and the long race is run

.............................So fox trot the daylight
two step the stars
light up the pathway
tomorrow is ours!

 

Farfalle
by Ingrid Showalter Swift

Like a dish of pasta
warm and forgiving
the ...sauce
creamy kindness
grilled asparagus ~recollections of fires
                                             .....of hungry cave men

of needed nutrients
flexing muscles
in joy and strength in the hunt

of fierce hungers

too often
put off by secret fear

                     ...add a little diced chicken
and some cheese

for realism's commentary on far too many a man

Ahhh but ...let the gentle comfort of living simply be a down blanket
of new fallen snow over a well tended garden
snug beneath the leaves carefully mounded there
....while the bowl is full

for love has too often left me empty
but I am still a seed

©ISS